Let's forget this all move on

Mr. Manager

2007-01-03T22:12:00.000+11:00

YO!

Hey guys, sorry for the lack of an update recently. Christmas and all that. Few things to start the blog, ive got a new job, so i can finally leave my current place of work. Which, ive never enjoyed. Ive bought an ipod. Boo ya. I bought it so when i go to bed, i can listen to music...and road trips and all that.

Anyway, im set in changing my ways. My new look on life is: look good, feel good. So, ive bought new clothes, ive been working out everyday (which, not to blow my own wistle, looks and feels fucking fantastic!), bought some new accessories (the ipod, a few books) a new guitar is on the way (Epi. Dot Studio in Black), a new tattoo has been decided, im just waiting for a friend to decide on theres so we can go together, and ive been thinking very seriously about something else. But thats a secret! Heheh.

So about my new look on life, my new attitude, i think its good ya know? IM feeling happy, ive got a new job as ive said, and ive got alot of things to look foward to in the coming days, week and months! Ive got alot of things planned for 2007...ALOT of things.

But thanks for everyone was part of my life in 2006. There have been a few negative times in 2006, but there was alot of positive's too. Thanks for hanging out with me, puttin up with my shit and also making me laugh. Hopefully i made all you guys laugh too. I enjoy hanging out with you guys, and there is nothing i wouldnt do.

A final thought as i sign out. Ive recently gotten into World of Warcraft. Now, i wouldnt say, im hooked and i wouldnt say im not interested, Played 10hrs so far. And ive enjoyed it. I just dont have the concentration or dedication to play for hours on end. My fave of the warcraft series would have to be warcraft 2. That was a wicked game.

Thanks for reading!

Timsky

The Adventure

2006-11-23T23:24:00.000+11:00

Welcome listeners. I havnt posted for a while. There was a reason!

I had to fight my way through a series of challenges and hellish conditions to make my way to the 'one'. It began with a drive through unimaginable conditions, through hell it self to knox city...via High Street.

To make an impact on the 'one', i bought gifts of...5 kilo wieghts. Well, two of them. Plus bag and reciept so prove it was legit! It was a terrible load to carry and had to use the assitance of the 'pole'.

I meet my first challenge. I had to hit a hole in one, not the 'one' a golf course...one. Or else i would meet my doom of the mighty Jason of Mulgrave.

I rose to the challege...i lined up...

and hit a hole in one...not the 'one', remember?

The mighty Jason of Mulgrave formed into a different kind of monster, a monster who could juggle tennis balls...pathetically. I had to...well i dint have to do anything, heres a photo of us playing baseball for the fun of it. Is that a problem?

GREAT SUCCESS! {/borat} I made it through my challenges! I celebrate long and hard...also Mighty Jason of mulgrave also gave me great news on a completly different subject!

I made it to the one. She was everything i wanted!

Afterwards, Mighty Jason of Mulgrave, Sir Tony of Glen Waverly and Timsky got together for coffee to talk about there little adventure and remember the good times.

And well, this photo is in here, because the girl in the mirror is hot. And im sure that one of the shop assistants thought i was hot. Its all about the glasses!

There a problem?

Peace out, and hope u enjoyed it!

I Guess Thats What Friends Are For...?

2006-11-06T10:34:00.000+11:00

Hey hey! Todays blog is bought to you by, Wolfmother. Ive been listening to there cd for a good few months now, and i must say, that its amazing. If you plan to buy a cd anytime soon, make sure Wolfmother is high on the list. Its worth it. My fav track is, Woman.

Everyone knows, im a huge Jimmy Eat World fan. These guys are just amazing. I could sit down and listen to any of there songs and be blown away by each one. Thats how amazing they are! Ive been listening to there "Bleed American" cd for about 4 years now. And it still has the same effect on me, as it did the first time i listened to them.

My friends were telling me, that 'Clarity' by Jimmy Eat World, is so much better than 'Bleed American'. Finally, i bought there cd yesterday. I must say...this blows 'Bleed American' out of the fucking water...sort of. Ive been listening to the song, Lucky Denver Mint, over and over. I would love to be as talented as Jim Atkins. I dont know how he does it, but he manages to write amazing song, after amazing song. Atkins, manages to add all the right ingrediants at the right time, to send chill's down your spine and make the hair at the back of your neck stick up.

So yeah, its been about an hour since i finished that last sentence. I dont know what I should talk about. I went to the movies last Thursday, to watch Saw III. This is the first time ive ever seen a horror movie on the big screen. And probably the first time ive seen a horror film for about 8 years! Now, i didnt want to see this movie at all. Horror movies isnt my thing. I like, comedies. Obviously.

But i must say, Saw III is an awesome film. I dont know how they came up with all those damn contraptions and shit. But i was very impressed. Im surprised it recieved an MA15+ rating. Personally, it should of been R18+. But hey, im not working for the classification industry am i?

Anyway, hang out for the neck blog. It should be interesting. Ive had it planned for quite a while. I just need to organise it.

Thanks for reading this blog. The new rule is, if you read this blog, you HAVE to comment! Its complusary. Sorry. HEHE.

Timsky

Cliff Driving

2006-10-23T15:48:00.000+10:00

Ey! This blog is brought to you by, (+44). There album will be released in late November. Ive heard all the songs. They sound amazing. Honestly, i have been waiting for this cd since about March 2005...and thats along time!

Last week, i got a hair cut. When i was leaving the hairdressors, i felt on top of the world. I felt amazing. It lasted about an hour. But in that hour, i swear i could have achieved anything! If i saw Jennifer Hawkins in that hour, i would have asked her out for a drink. Honestly.

So, who would like to know some random facts about T-imsky? (Thats me!)

Umm...songs! Burnouts Forgotten have written about 16 songs, all those songs have a special reference to something. Ill quickly go over some of them.

'Push To Pass' is a term used in indy car where the driver can increase revs for a limited time. 'March 10th' is the day i saw blink 182 in 2004. Tamburello is a corner in Imola where a formula 1 driver was killed in 1994. 'Doomsday Siren (A call at midnight)' is what i was feeling when i was in bed, heard the phone ring, to what was information of my grandad dying. 'I <3 J.H.' is about Jennifer Hawkins! Surly thats enough.

Onto other random facts. My fave purchase is my Marshall 65w Valvestate. Its my baby.

Tattoo fact: My blink 182 tattoo isnt just a symbol of there music carrying me through life, its also a symbol of friendship. That i dont need to have 100,000 friends to be happy. All i need is one.

I want the song, Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World played at my Funeral. Its the most amazing song i have heard.

I am currently in the process of working on a business plan to start my own business with the good guys down at Yellow Fox. (www.yellowfox.com.au)

I have only ever mentioned one persons name on this blog. His name is Sam. Everyone else has there own term which the recognise!

And last fact, my feet are cold. I love mythbusters.

Peace

22,27 and Tomorrow (My Tamburello)

2006-10-16T10:31:00.000+10:00

Welcome to a massive post! Im talking huge, because, basically i have alot of stuff to talk about...well actually bitch about. This blog is proudly bought to you by, Unwritten Law. Im enjoying there 'Heres to Mourning' album. I highly recommend it.

So anyway, i recently watched Just Friends. Its a semi-romantic/comedy film about an unpopular student trying to score with his crush, his BFF ( Best Friend Forever). But she dosnt see past his friendship, why? Because he is unpopular, he is overweight and basically a laughing stock at his school. He leaves the town, loses weight (thus becoming attractive), becomes a successful music manager, financially. He goes to A-list parties, and can sleep with the hottest girls in the business.

He some-how manages to make it back to his home town, where he eventually kisses his dream girl. I dont know about you, but that made me so fucking angry. I couldnt believe it. SHE IS A SLUT! She is shallow. She is only interested in being with him, because he is rich, because he is famous, because he is doing better with himself after high school, than she did. Still to this day, it makes me angry just thinking about it.

If i was in that situation, i would totally make them feel like shit for giving up the opportunity before i was successful. I mean, there is always a possibilty that my band could go on the American, Warped Tour, thus sending my popularity through the roof. Queue a high school reunion, where all the popular, preppy good looking girls at school, who once dismissed me as a loser, are all trying to get my number, for one reason, so they dont have to work another day, and party every night of the week. Im actually glad that i only talk to about 3 people from high school on a regular basis. Because, i know exactly who are my genuine friends, and not some slut who will take me for granted...and my money.

Anyway, for all concerned. I have decided upon my newest tattoo design. I have recieved alot of positive feedback. If you are interested in viewing my design, drop a comment, and i will email you with the design. Its got alot of meaning to me. Its another band reference. Its by far, the most beautiful song i have ever heard in my life. I even want it played at my funeral.

I wrote this song called; 22,27 and tomorrow (my tamburello). I wrote a song years ago, called 930 and tomorrow, I liked it so much that i used it for this song. For those who dont know, Tamburello is a corner on the Autodromo Enxo e Dino Ferrari, where the late, great Ayrton Senna, was killed during the 1994 grand prix. The world went into mourning.

I close the door, I break the wall,
This cant be true, it cant be true,
You close your eyes, For the final time,
I cant give in, I cant give in,
The tears they stream, Down upon my face
This is it, Ive lost you now,
Another night alone
I believe your the one, Another night alone.

Basically, this is very slow, melodic song. That there is the first verse and chorus. There is still a second verse, expansion of the chorus and an interlude to be written. Alot of work ahead. This song was inspired by, Hurley from Lost when he is basically watching the girl he likes, die. I felt like, what would i be feeling, what would i react to do this, basically, i would punch a hole in a wall. The songs talks about the different stages of lost: denial, acceptance, anger, guilt etc etc.

Anyway, thats enough. Burnouts Forgotten are recording a few more demos, 22,27 and tomorrow (my tumburello) will be one of them. Check our myspace for updates. PLease leave a comment. And sorry if i offended some people by saying slut a few times. I was just angry :P...leave a comment

Peace out,
Timsky!!!

Take Me Over The Edge

2006-10-01T12:50:00.000+10:00

Regular readers of this blog will understand, i love music. I want to make music my life. Music is my drug. I use music as a source of expression. Ive put together a list of songs that take me to over the edge. Its my personal list, so im sure you guys wont agree with some of them.

Blink 182- Adams Song
Blink 182- Man Overboard
Blink 182- Whats my Age Again?
Blink 182- I Miss You
Blink 182- Asthenia
Blink 182- Im Lost Without You
Boxcar Racer- All Systems Go
Boxcar Racer- The End Is With You
Boxcar Racer- Tiny Voices
Coldplay- Fix You
Unwritten Law- Seein' Red
Unwritten Law- Get Up
The Cardigans- Live and Learn
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Californication
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Under The Bridge
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Otherside
Red Hot Chili Peppers- Give it away
Evermore- Lights Surrounding You
Evermore- Its Too Late
The Killers- When You Were Young
Jimmy Eat World- Hear You Me
Jimmy Eat World- My Sundown
Fugazi- Waiting Room
Fugazi- Shut The Door
Jeff Buckley- Hallelujah
Blues Brothers- Hit The Road Jack
Panic! At the disco- The only difference between suicide and martyrdom is press coverage
Panic! At the disco- Ryan Relax
All American Rejects- Top of the World
The Used- Noise and Kisses
The Used- Box Full of Sharp Objects
The Used- Take it Away
My Chemical Romance- Give 'em Hell Kid
My Chemical Romance- Helena
Relient K- Mood Rings
Relient K- My Girls ex Boyfriend
Yellowcard- Ocean Avenue
Yellowcard- City of Devils
Yovee- Golden Traces
Gratitude- This is the part
Incubus- I miss You
Taking Back Sunday- Ghost Man on Third
Taking Back Sunday- Whats It like to be a Ghost?
AFI- Leaving Song
Story Of the Year- Sidewalks
Story of the Year- Taste of Poison
New Found Glory- Its Not Your Fault
The Fray- Over Your Head
Decendants- Hope
The Misfits- Hybrid Theory
Outkast- Bombs over Baghdad
The Starting Line- Best of Me
American Analog Set- First of Four
American Analog Set- Punk as Fuck
Brand New- Jaws Theme Swimming
Gyroscope- Safe Forever
The Cure- A Letter to Elise
U2- Sweetest Thing
Jay Z and Linkon Park- Dirt off Your shoulders/Lying F
Billy Corgan- Now (and Then)
Mae- Summertime
John Mayer- Daughters

This is only some of them! I have heaps more!
Please drop me a comment, and tell me some of the songs that take you over the edge!

Thanks for reading!

Timsky

Got It From You

2006-07-31T21:40:00.000+10:00

HEY!

How is everyone going? Sorry for the long delay in posts again. I've been busy since ive finished school.. Working alot more now, about 30-40 hrs a week. Not fun. Looking for a new job!

This blog is brought to you by the following bands: Novakane! Inhabited, Renee Renee, Story of the Year, All American Rejects, The Destillers, Red Hot Chilli Peppers and Rogue Traders.

Ive been thinking hard about what the topic for this blog should be about. So im gonna stick with my original idea.

Its about tattoos. Yes i have two. And yes i do plan to get more. Actually, im wanting to get a sleeve done or something...that would be fucking cool. Why?

I think tattoos help people to look at you more as an individual. It shows that your different and it your not afraid to show it. The tattoos i have, i specifcally chose because they mean something to me. No one else. This is a fact: Only two people have told me to my face that the actually think that my tattoos are cool. I dont know if there being polite, or actually like them. But everyone else thinks there fucking gay and are not afraid to voice there disgust in my choice of tattoos.

I really want another tattoo. And i want something cool/ arty/ modern and sexy! Ive asked a few people if they could design me something...but nothing. So if anyone wants to design me a tattoo...that will be greatily appricated. If you do something, its not like i will get it tattooed. Sure to design something...for me...please?

I love Espanic gangster tattoos. The ones which cover the pecks and down the arms, on the side of the neck and on the dudes back. I think there the shit.

I would love to get tattoos like this guy one day...im pretty sure i wont. But its good to dream.

...ahh blogspot.com is being silly and wont upload pictures, so here is a link:

www.dickies.com/web/images/news/2005_12_Travis_Barker.jpg

Those tattoos are fucking awesome.

Im pretty sure thats enough for the day. Please comment! Id love to hear your feedback! I couldnt get Google Analatics working on this site...so im estimating how many people visit this site. And with my data (made up data :P), i estimate a get about a billion hits...per...minute. T

Thanks for reading again.

Peace out

Timsky

...And that's how we got married

2006-06-13T21:57:00.000+10:00

I'm back...I'm here to love and learn...From your fantastic adventures of success and failure. I don't know what I just said, but I just typed it out to go with the flow.

This entries band is, Brooke Fraser. She's amazing. Her first song on her 2004 album, is truly amazing. Its dominatly a piano/vocal song, including orchestral (SP?) instruments.

I've just come back from a weekend away to an annual event held on the Queens Birthday public holiday weekend, called State Youth Games. Its an event, where a whole bunch of churches congregate on Lardner Park, Warragul, sleep in literally freezing weather, play sport from 8am-5pm roughly, attend a church service from about 9-10.30 then enjoy activities such as, the disco (which was my fave), movie tent, band tent, massage tent and a cafe tent.

When I think about it, I dunno why I like it SO much (SYG being the highlight of my year)! You only get a few hours sleep, wake up at 7am to cold weather, you cant sleep because its so cold. You sleep in a tent. You have to wait to have a showers, by then all the hot waters gone. The days are long and tiring and you get woken up every damn morning to someone jumping on you and letting the cold air in!!!

But on the Monday, when I came home, I wished it was the previous Friday afternoon, the time when I arrived at Lardner Park so I could do it all over again. I guess I like it so much, because you are totally isolated from the outside world. For example, my phones battery died, and I had no idea what time it was for about 3 hours. I didn't know anything what was happening from outside of Warragul. Everyone is really friendly. And everyone else who attends, just wants to have a great time.

I went in with high hopes of returning back to Melbourne with a girls phone number...Which didn't happen. I saw one girl who I wanted to talk to some more...But I never saw her again until everyone was leaving the camp site. She attended TLC Church and wore number 8 in the basketball...If ANYONE knows who she is...Please pass on this link! hehe

On the Thursday night, I hung out with my Lumberjack friends. It was a good night, one LJ friend pussed out early so the other LJ friend and I hung the rest of the night. We heard some frecky bird call at 5 am...Sounded like a woman screaming...We locked the doors. It was the wierdest shit I've ever heard in my life. The following morning, I awoke to the sound of a lemon gun going off...That sucked. I then spent the morning watching my LJ friend try to get a motorbike started...Which he did. I was a passenger on the bike for a while, till surcomed to peer-pressure and rode the bike myself...Straight into a fucking powerpole!!! I mean, why is there a powerpole on the fucking property. It really sucked. And I felt like an idiot. It was one of the best days I've had all year...As a matter of fact one of the best days in a few years I think. There wasn't any pressure to do anything, just have fun.

Thanks for reading the blog again, whoever you guys maybe. Please leave a comment. Id love to hear your feedback. Is there any topics you want me to blog about? Potato in Jackets? Damper?

Peace out,

Timsky

Upsized Mario to Luigi

2006-05-29T22:22:00.000+10:00

Im super dooper sorry for not updating this blog in a while...i actually am seriously wondering if people still visit this site. I have no access to stats saying how many people have actually been to this site...or when. Oh well.

I was given permission to say this, so i am.

My best friend...is female, and she hasnt had much luck with the guys. So she decided that she is going to become a lesbian. And if any girls who are also gay, and would like to hook up with my friend, to post your enthuasim in the comments section. And ill pass on your details to her.

Also, all i need is one signature of either female as an agreement so i can be the offical video taper guy...for whatever you guys get up to.

Today Burnouts Forgotten recorded a demo of our song, Dont You Know, and let me tell you. If one song on our album could move you, it would be dont you know. Its fucking awesome! Im currently uploading it our purevolume site. The first two chorus vocals are a bit fucked, coz we rushed it and ran out of time. An honest mistake.

VISIT: www.purevolume.com/burnoutsforgotten

PLEASE LISTEN AT LEAST ONCE!!!

Yes, i do realise that there are some mistakes...but we are under some strict time restrictions, and its just a demo. Hear how it sounds on tape. So until we record an actual proper cd, all your critisim cannot be justified. Also we are doing everything ourselves. Funding, Producing,Marketing etc etc. You know the drill!

Ive been getting in Viva La Bam again. Ive come across a website which hosts all...well a fuck load of Viva La Bam episodes. So, when at school in a computer lab. Ill plug my headphones in, download a few episodes, and enjoy the comedy. Id watch it in a room of about 300 people easily. And its usally pretty quite, so when ever i watch VLB i stick out like a sore thumb...mainly because im laughing at the top of my lungs AND hitting the table because im laughing so hard.

I have a secert...well two. One i can tell everyone, i have another tattoo. Looks awesome. Of about the 50 people (?) who have seen my new tatt, about 3 think its looks cool. The other 47 called me a fag and im a dickweed etc etc. (Maybe the 3 who said they 'like' it were too nice to tell me that they didnt like it.) But of the 47 ppl who dont like it, im not gonna go get it removed coz no one likes it...i think it looks fucking AWESOME! Its sorta big, a medium sized tattoo. I love it.

Well, the secert i cant tell you all, is actually a secert. Im gonna come out and surpise you guys with something you could think it was impossible coming from me. Ill leave you with a clue, American Analog Set, Deathcab For A Cutie, Yovee. Some of the bands which have inspired me this year.

Surly thats enough for this blog...remember my female best friend needs a girlfriend! Send in your details! Sure to help her pick up.

Peace

Timsky

A Year Full of Mistakes Part 2

2006-04-23T20:58:00.000+10:00

WASSUP BITCHES!?!!

I am here again to help you guys prepare yourself for Burnouts Forgotten. Update. We may have a demo out within 2 months. And a fully, properly recorded cd by december this year. How Exiting?

In these posts, i talk about lyrics from our cd. Well I have another three for you to read. Enjoy:

March 10th

I’ve got, three guitars on the wall,
And multiple pics on the floor, so
Parental Advisory keep out, Parental Advisory keep out

I waited so long for this,
I thought it never come,
You were the inspiration for this song yeah,
The inspiration
The hours spent changing my life,
Can be seen to this day,
I’m here today because of you, yeah,
I’m here because of you

It came to a sudden stop,
It came with a mighty force,
Thousands left in the cold,
I wasn’t the only one,
The destruction felt on that day,
I will always feel that pain,
You lost a great friend that day,
You lost a great friend.

Please don’t go,
I, miss you.
Please don’t go,
I, miss you.

This song is only about one thing. Its about the loss of the greatest musical influence in my life. Blink 182. The first two lines, are about my waiting to go to there concert...and guess which day? March 10th 2004. The rest of the verse talks about, how there music changed my life, and how they inspired me to get into music.
The second verse is about how, without any warnings...BANG! Thats it..its all over. 12 years of creating music together, two best friends stop talking to each other. And to this day, there hasnt been nothing specific about there break up. Its about, how bad and how much it sucked that day to read it all over the internet. The chorus is about losing them, and how i miss there music.

Don’t You Know?

I could never lose the sight of tonight
The perfect night, came to this, the end.
The aggression flowing through my veins,
You caused this little stupid pain,
Ill never forgive you and I want you to know
That I realized that, this is wrong,
To come back running and run away,
I want you out for good, never to return.

Don’t you,
Don’t you know, Can’t you see?
Can’t you live? Can’t you breathe?
I can’t,
See the point, convince me now,
Take it back, what you said.

Hang up, the phone, right now
You caused, more pain, that good.
The pain is rising surging now,
Feeling loss is total shit,
Never commit to fucked up chicks,
I say this with total hate,
I want you out, to never stay
You will be replaced, starting from now.

Don’t you,
Don’t you know, Can’t you see?
Can’t you live? Can’t you breathe?
I can’t,
See the point, convince me now,
Take it back, what you said

This is one of the coolest songs we have written. The first half of the verse, is sung really slowly and melodicaly. The second half, is double time, with a great element of wanting to pick something up and smashing it. There is a cool guitar progression in the verse. The intro is a heavily distorted guitar, massive cracking sounds, and builds up into this verse. Paul sings the verse's, i sing the chorus. Im trying to write a solo for this song...its frecking hard to! This song is about, telling your girlfriend its over, and that you realise that she comes back running to you, and you know its wrong to take her back. Its basically a big 'FUCK YOU' Song. I enjoyed writing it.

Push to Pass

Hold on, this is gonna be the ride of your,
Life, the unexpected circumstances lead to,
Love, the passion that exists in this only will,
Throw you from to room.

Let go of all your things
And listen to the world changing,
I promise that ill take you on,
An unforgettable ride tonight,
This is a new beginning a change from the past,
From this one day, it’ll be far from our last
Its been along time coming, and I apologize,
But once you listen, you will realize.

Hope, can bring you through the awful,
Times, ill show you the way its meant to,
Go, listen in and listen to my,
Walk, through those depressing times.

Let go of all your things
And listen to the world changing,
I promise that ill take you on,
An unforgettable ride tonight,
This is a new beginning a change from the past,
From this one day, it’ll be far from our last
Its been along time coming, and I apologize,
But once you listen, you will realize

This is gonna be the first track on the cd. We all come in, and i ring out into feedback. The intro was inspired by Fugazi. One of the greatest punk rock bands in my opinion. Its about, how much effort we all put into making the cd, and hopefully someone out there will enjoy it and say, Burnouts Forgotten, this song on ur cd...is fucking amazing. This is one of the fastest songs on the CD. Over within 2 minutes.

Big post, and im sorry. Enjoy it. More to come..

Peace out,

Timsky

A Year Full of Mistakes P.1

2006-04-04T20:35:00.000+10:00

Hello!

This is the first of about 6, maybe 7 blogs which talk about the lyrics for the Burnouts Forgotten cd, A Year Full of Mistakes. I will talk about where the ideas came from, and basically my thoughts on each song.

When Burnouts Forgotten was created, i didnt want to write the same music i feel inlove with, but i wanted to take the elements of the bands that i like, and put them all into the songs i write.

So, i wanted Burnouts Forgotten, to be vibrant, like Blink 182, agressive and melodic like Boxcar Racer, confronting like the Used, diversirty like Yellowcard, harmonies of Smashing Pumpkins, lyrics of Jimmy Eat World, the dynamics of the American Analog Set and trash element of Fugazi.

Most of the songs are about the different types of loss. Losing, friends, girlfriends, death, the fear of dying. So yeah, it can be pretty morbid at times.

The first song is called, Pink Skirts, Black Shirts.

Pink Skirts, Black Shirts

Pink Skirts, black shirts and your dark brown eyes,
How did this all, End up in lies?
Meeting the Girl of your dreams,
Doesn’t happen every day.
Taking you places I’d thought you’d like
Places where you, fucked over me…..

I want you, I know that you,
Weren’t the one to treat me right,
To take it back

Along time of wishing came crashing down,
My thoughts and feelings ended that day.
Slowly Recovering from that pain,
I know today, will never be the same.
In my eyes, you’re the perfect girl,
But how could you, use me then?
I don’t understand what you did,
Because in turn you lost a friend.

I want you, I know that you,
Weren’t the one to treat me right,
To take it back
I want you, I know that you,
Weren’t the one to treat me right,
To take it back
I want you, I know that you,
Weren’t the one to treat me right,
To take it back
I want you, I know that you,
Weren’t the one to treat me right,
To take it back

Its about a hope you can have with a particular girl, and you try extermly hard to do everything right, but the more you try, the harder it gets to resolve the issue, and then, it comes to a point where, you just give up because there mis-treating you, and you get fed up with it, and say "Fuck this, i dont want to speak to you anymore."
The chorus is about, wanting that girl, but at the same time, knowing that they arnt the real girl for you, because if they were, the wouldnt of hurt you.

The second song is called, Lonely Thoughts

Lonely Thoughts

I look over your empty you,
I cry I morun, I wish it were me,
The mistakes I made, cost your life,
I pray to God to bring you back.

Bring you back
Bring you back now

I visit you every week,
You know my heart belongs to you,
My life if will never be the same,
I never thought it could end this way.

Bring you back
Bring you back now
Bring you back
Bring you back now
Bring you back
Bring you back now
Bring you back
Bring you back now

This song is about, sorry if i offend anyone, but its about, driving a car, being an idoit, causing a car accident, and killing your friend in the passenger seat. So that's what i was thinking about. The first line is about, after the crash, your basically looking over your dead friend in the seat, and how, you realise what you did was wrong, and you want to be dead so you dont have to face the consequences.
The second verse is about, visting your passed friend at the cemetry, bringing them flowers, praying for them, crying for them, understanding that life will never be the same again. The last line is about, looking back on a fun night, which took a terrible turn for the worst.
After the second chorus, it takes a heavier turn, when drums come in, and the guitar distorts with a huge crunch! This is a very boxcar racer styled song, its basically using the same formula as Boxcar Racer.

Enjoy, 6-7 posts to come, one each week.

Peace

F.F.F.E.

2006-03-13T21:44:00.000+11:00

Well, its come to this, i apologise for the delay in posts. Ive been pretty busy recently, school started again, and ive found myself having not much time to do this...until now.

This blog is brought to you buy, The Smashing Pumpkins. I was listening to there stuff this week, and i couldnt stop listening to it, and dammit, im so annoyed i didnt get into them earlier.

So this blog is titled, F.F.F.E. I believe, only ONE person in the whole world should understand the real meaning. Because, i think i have pretty much, the best friend, ever. Ive made so many mistakes with this friend...im talking alot of mistakes, but yet my friend still talks to me, and for that im so greatful. Last time i was with them, i got so wasted, and im pretty sure, i made them pretty angry. I was very disappointed with myself, because i went against everything i pride myself on.

Anyway, one thing which pisses me off, probably the most out of any subject in the whole entire world? Consideration. Theres no respect in the world. None at all. People only think for themselves. To benefit themselves. And only themselves. People wont even attempt to do something because 'they cant be bothered' or 'dont want to'.

I wish i could slap these people in the face. People who swear and dont even consider other peoples opinion piss me off. Whenever i talk to friends in public, i always think someone could take offence to what i said, and beat the shit outta me...which isnt a likely possibilty. But you never, ever know.

My new guitar came in last week, and its so damn sexy. I love it so much, it sounds great and looks great.

Ive also started playing Tennis again, with a few friends on Tuesday nights. Im enjoying it alot. Im just trying to get into a rythm again...my back hands suck! So ive just tried to work on the technical aspects of playing tennis, then start to develop a more powerful shot.

Ive (completed) another painting, i cant show you guys any pics, its a secert. It took along time to come up with an idea, and i look at it now, and i think, its not finshed. I want to put something else in there, but its so hard to do.

BURNOUTS FORGOTTEN NEWS: We are in current negotiations with a manager, so thats very exiting. We have 10 coming onto 11 songs at the moment, and they sound great. Be Ready for a June/July release of...wait for it..." A Year Full of Mistakes" by Burnouts Forgotten. Im hoping to write another song or two before we record.

Paul is in America at the moment, so everyone pray for him! Imagine going to another country by yourself, living with a family youve never seen before. It takes balls to do what hes done. I hope he has a great time.

Anyway, thats it for me.

Maybe for the next post, ill drop a few lyrics from our cd.

Till then, Peace Out

Timsky

Don't Stop-Sweat Her

2006-01-31T22:32:00.000+11:00

Well, everyone, the latest blog is actioned packed. Full of drama, tears, love and loss. Well not really, i just thought i better update this coz i would proabably get in trouble.

Firstly, this weeks blog is brought to you by: Burnouts Forgotten...thats right. Were up, were running...away from you scary people. Heres the link:

www.purevolume.com/burnoutsforgotten

A few thank yous are in order. Paul and Jeremy. Best Friends EVER! Cam for taking the time out to record our shitty music. Melinda for taking photos. Rob and Mark for turning up randomly and sticking around. President Bernii for..well being the preisdent of the coolest fan club ever!

During the recording, i was using a Fender Stratocaster, which was amazing! Speaking of guitars, the one i bought, has to be specifically made for me. How awesome is that?! People at Fender are making a guitar, just one, coz i wanted one. OH YEAH!

Other bands of the moment include: Yellowcard, Sweat Her, Saosin, Gratitude, BEHIND CRIMSON EYES (The art if war is an amazing song), Sparta. Check them all out. Espically yellowcards new cd- Lights and Sounds. The track, City of Devils, is by far one of the best chorus's i have heard in a long time.

Well, lately ive been thinking about my carrer. Want to know what im thinking about studying this year? Aeronautical Engineering. Specifically, airflows over planes and cars. Hopefully, ill gain employement after touring the world 30 times, to work in somewhere like here:

Thats a picture of the Sauber Formula 1 team, testing the 2005 model in a wind tunnel. Basically, aeronuatical engineering is the understanding ofairflow, identification of drag areas, downforce and how and where to adjust and modify parts of the project to make the project more efficient, in terms of again, Downforce and Drag. Im excited, hopefully, ill get into a related course.

Ive also been designing an offical Burnouts Forgotten website. Its still in its design faze, but this is what ive come up with so far:

Do you like it? I think its HOT! Maybe ill change the color schemes. Anyway, ill speak to the professional about it, im sure they'll have a few ideas up there sleaves.

On Friday night, one of the funniest guys i know came out with this line as we were playing Micro Machines, its too crude to put on the site, so message me on MSN and ill send it to you. Oh damn, its funny...and crude. So thats a warning.

Sorry this isnt a proper post again, Ive been hella busy recently.

Anyway, School starts this Monday. Wish me Luck. And people at school this year, whatever year level, enjoy school while you can! Trust me!

Thanks for reading again, ya all.

Peace out!

Timsky

Iam typing...now.

2006-01-10T21:17:00.000+11:00

YO!
Its so great to be back for 2006.

Band of the moment: Well, it isnt a band, its a compliantion. BUY THE ATTICUS: DRAGGING THE LAKE 3 NOW! Its fantastic and worth the expense. 24 tracks including my fav Blink 182.

If you were wondering, I took a holiday to queensland for a chill with my cousins and other relatives. Making It home on the 31st of Dec at 6.30pm and going out an hour later. So yeah, i was busy for a little bit.

My holiday day consisted of eating alot, and relaxing alot. It was too hot to do anything else. 40c everday. But, everyday, at about 3pm-5pm i would take a walk outside, sit under some shade, with my lyrics book, and just write music. I came up with, what i think, my best song so far, and i do a bit of sreaming too!!!

Burnouts For God is under change. We are changing the name. Were not sure yet, but i can say, its awesome. And were about to record a shit-ass demo of 3 songs and maybe if your lucky cover. But remember, its crap. A proper cd will be recorded in June/July '06. We are also playing in March a gig for a fundrasier for Cystic Fibrosis. They needed the big bands...so they called us!

I also brought that guitar in my last post. How fucking sexy. I know its not the best. But honestly, who can afford the best these days. Everything is so damn expensive.

Angels and Airwaves have released a few more snipets of songs and the movie. It looks so fantastic, and im honestly buzzing to hear there CD. Another band im looking foward to listen to is Plus 44. They released a full song, called "No It Isnt." Its a great song about an 'enemy' or someone who basically fucked you over. I have my theories about that song too, and its real meaning.

This post had no real meaning. It was just telling people, i got home safe and everything. Which reminds me, i did drive some of the way to QLD. I felt fine, and was alert the whole way. So, wasnt as if i started to focus on something else. Also, never be a passenger with a migraine. I had one when i was arriving to Sydney, and i honestly, felt like so much crap. I went to bed at 9pm that night coz i was so sick.

Anyway, thanks for reading. I appriciate your posts, and comments. I love you all! Seriously! Espically, Jeremy and Paul! Nicest guys ever!

Peacing Out,

Timsky

...I miss the music of Blink 182...no joke...

Angels and Airwaves

2005-12-12T21:27:00.000+11:00

Well hello everybody. How is everyone? Im awesome! Life is great. Things are looking extremely positive. In alot of aspects, friendships and musically. Anyway. This weeks blog is brought to you buy two bands... My Chemical Romance and The Used. They have three cds out between them. I was supposed to see Chemical this Friday, but there were alot of circumstances. Anyway, i prefer the Used over Chemical Romance anyday. I love both there cds. Very sexual stuff i tell you.

Anyway, i have a few big purchases lined up for the year 2006. Firstly, a new guitar:

An Ipod:

A bike:

And a car...for some reason i want a Nissan 180SX, and i want it to look like this:

Anyway, want to know whats happening in my life? I suppose you dont have a choice. Anyway, i was at Frankston with my mate at from 3 am to about 5-ish i suppose, just chillaxing with friends who were camping out for U2 tickets. And will i was there, i was thinking, that in a few years, people will be camping out all weekend to see Burnouts For God. It was so funny. We rock up wearing baby bonnets and a small as BMX bike. It was funny. People laughed... at us.

On Friday, i went to my LJ friends place, and chilled there until about 5 am. He was playing Most Wanted (Need for Speed) and we brought a car and spent over $300,000 on it. It was fantastic, because the car look so bad. It was a freggin CLIO! HAHAHA! It was like, metallic pink, with Forumla 1 styled air intakes. Oh the laughs.

Today, i went to my drummers house, and played music with the whole band. We put down another 3 songs. So we have alot of songs now. They sounds awesome! My goodness, the possibilties are endless of what i can do with the lyrics and music of BFG! Like, we have songs about heart break, and songs about tragedy. Its fantastic. I love writing music, and i enjoying playing it in front of people even more.

One of the songs we wrote today is about, lies, deception, trust, hurt, paraonia and stuff like that.

Anyway, i cant really be bothered typing much else appart from the fact, Angels and Airwaves will be releasing a song tomorrow. Ive been waiting for this cd for about 6 months, and its all happening tomorrow. I cant wait. The music is supposed to be so different yet so awesome from the whole generation of music in the last ten years.

Anyway, this is for Jayde because i told her i would put it in just for her:

Tim+Jayde=SUPER COOLNESS

Todays blog wasnt that emo was it? Ill try harder next week.

Peace out
Timsky

That one day a year ago ( A song for Joel)

2005-11-28T21:55:00.000+11:00

YOOOO! /vito

This weeks cd: The American Analog Set. Awesome indie band. Alot of chill out music. This song was inspired by there cd.

This song is for Joel:

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

A violent distruction
As i lay a single red rose
I cry, I cry, Please come home
My heart, its torn
To fill this void
Im drowned in regret
To change the past
It'll never be the same
Everything i see, reminds me of you
The tears they never cease
Ill never find the peace
I cry, I cry, I miss you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let yo go...

I dont relise the effect it has
To my friends and family, im so sorry
For the pain and hurt ive so deeply caused
The suffering and mourning
How i wish i could turn back time
And understand the effects it had
Ive lost it all, and gambled my life
I lost the call, and lost you all
And for that, im so sorry
I cry, I cry, I need you

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to say goodbye
Its time, its time to let you go...

So, you may of guessed, this is a song i wrote, its still in the demo stage. The first verse is about someone who has lost one of there friends. The second verse is about the person who died, looking back on there family and friends, and relising it was a mistake. I excluded two lines from this blog, because i think its too extreme, and i dont want to upset anyone. But saying that, i think there the most significant lines of the song.

The song goes for about 9 minutes. Its so awesome, its incredible pleasing for myself, to know that i wrote a song which i think some people maybe able to connect with. Wait to her this song in person, because a recording will never do it justice. Its a song about, emptyness, compassion, hate, regret, desire, consequences and love.

Quick personal note:
Ive had such a crap last week or two. Its just one thing after another, and its taking its toll. There were two occasions where i just wanted to cry and let it all out. I havnt had a way of expressing myself, and i figured crying will help resolve all these issues. All i want to do is leave it all behind, forget all this hurt and confusion ive suffered and start a fresh

She's Half -The American Analog Set

2005-11-18T01:29:00.000+11:00

I want you to know, that when i wrote this blog...i wasnt happy.

But before i start bitching, i came up with an idea to start every blog. Because i love music, i thought i would tell you what band im listening to through out the previous week. Well, this week ive been listening to alot of Brand New's -Deja Entendu cd. Its an awesome cd which when im any mood, it will provide me with some musical relief. It goes from agressive lyrics/guitars for when im excited/happy to slower melodic emotional music for when i want to be left alone. Its a great cd, if you see it at the local record store...buy it. Its a great buy!

The bitching begins:

So, my last post was about how i had such an awesome weekend. I ask why was the following two weeks such a ball of shit for? It's sucked so much. It was like a fucking rollar coaster or something for two FUCKING weeks!!! Why is this happening to me? I dont belive in Karma either. I think thats a load of shit.

I try to do things out of respect for people, that is, i try not to make someone upset on purpose. I know i have done it, but it was unintentional. So, i try to respect people and there feelings, and they do something that just totally fucks with your head. Why do people do things like that? Is it just me who this happens to? Do these people have such different morales to me? Or am i the one who is wrong? Answer these questions in the comments :P

But saying that i try to respect people, if someone takes something too far on any level, im not afraid to do something about it. Simply, telling them off to more exteremly kicking someones arse. If i was so strongly affected by what happened, i would start a fight with someone no doubt about it.

So, im stressing about the final week of school where its when i have exams and about 70 assignments due, on top of that i have to work, and then on top of that i have to deal with stupid shit that i will never understand...NEVER! I dont think anyone will either. Buy you know, thats life. I take it as it comes.

But all this week hasnt been that bad, on friday night i went to my mates place and watched two seasons of Viva La Bam. One of the cast members, Don Vito, is a total fuck, i hate him...but hes sure as hell is funny to laugh at! Im pretty sure there is something wrong with him, because he starts to say jibberish mid conversation and hits girls in the head. Everyone on the Viva La Bam Crew just screws with Vito. I recommed you watch some episodes to understand what im talking about. Some of the stuff Vito does/says, my mate and i watched it about five times cause it was so damn funny. In one of the episodes they all travel to Europe to piss of Bams parents. But Bam steals Vito's clothes, and every country they go to, Vito must wear there stero-typical clothing. The funniest was when they were in Sweden(?) and he had to wear a wig to pippy long stocking styled bond wig. Shit it was fucking funny.

But yeah, i finsh school next friday, and the next morning im travelling to Frankston for my mates girl-friends 21st. Were im quietly going to celebrate the end of the school year with my LJ friends. I cant wait. I was thinking of a funny 21st bday present..so im thinking about getting her like coco pops or something because its so random. Just imagine you open a big box, and its like coco pops. AHAHAHA shit that would be funny. Hopefully ill come with a better idea.

I just got Battlefield 2: Modern Combat for Xbox, and my brother its already so far ahead of me....bastard! Im stuck of level three, and God knows what level he is. Anyway, i finsh school soon, and ill catch up. And because ill have a alot of free time, im finshing a painting for one of the most supportive/ understanding/ awesome girls in my life ( i started it 2 months ago!), write ALOT of music/lyrics and have so much fucking fun with my friends! Ill try to update this each week with pictures of everything.

But thanks for reading it once again. I appriciate it.

Peace out,

T-imsky.

You ate my snot!!!

2005-11-07T23:36:00.000+11:00

Hello and welcome to timsky.blog. Hello to everyone who visits regularly and first-time vistors.
This blog's topic is a little everywhere, so i apologise if i lose you.

So yeah, the weekend just passed, would have to be one of my greatest weekends ever! Its a big call i know, but it dosnt come close to SYG '05. Anyway, my weekend started on friday night, i meet up with a few guys, and just chilled out with them for a few hours, eating fish and Sams chips, and playing video games, arcade and the ye ole Super Nintendo. We then went to my brothers party, which was fun. You may think that that was friday night...well guess again, it wasnt. Me and my fellow LJ friend went to another friends place, and played more games and shared more laughs...until 5 fucking AM!

I got a good 4 hours sleep, before i woke up, and had a shower etc for preparing myself for Burnouts For God's (BFG) first gig. I didnt eat breakfast, i packed my stuff and left my house at 1. BFG got there at 1 30 for a sound check. At 2, it came time for our soundcheck, we sung, played and fucked around for 20 mins. We were ready to rock! 6pm came, and our first set began, i was nervous, esp about singing. But after the 3rd song, i grew confident in singing, hitting some very high notes. We rocked it up for 30 mins. We then left for Maccas while other bands played. Our second set was at 815. We waited, and then it was our turn play again. The second set was alot more enjoyable for everyone. We were more confident, and there were more ppl. It was so much fun, and i spat on a few ppl!!! Photos will be uploaded when i get them. Were also discussing a website at the moment, so hang tight!

After the gig, i went to my mates place, and fucked around there for the whole damn night...til 5 am again, until i retired to bed!!! I had so many funny calls that night. Usally, i say about 2 funny things per night, but i was cracking them everytime. It was fucking awesome! One of my LJ friends pussed out and feel asleep early...and i spent the rest of the night/morning with my other LJ friend having so much fun. It was a night i wish i could live again. I went to bed at like 5 30 something, waking up fellow bed go-ers. I slept for another 4 hrs, before waking up to the girls leaving, and my LJ friend to join me in bed, i was so tired i offered him a blanket with my eyes shut, and just said:
"MMM?"
It was pretty funny

On Sunday, i got out of bed at 1:30pm to my LJ friend slapping me in the face. All the guys were still at my mates place, and we watched Viva La Bam until about 5:30. It was funny. People left, and then my two LJ friends went to Subway were i chowed down a Foot long sub. And that was my awesome weekend. It was so much FUN! I couldnt believe it. The weekend had; BFG's first gig, late nights, Macs, music, spending time with friends, photos, looking cool, being slapped, subway, Lj's, sleeping, girls (well, not quite), spitting on people.

Anyway, today, i watched a 5 minute video called: "The Pat Tillman Tribute". It was rather an emotional expirence. I learnt, that Pat Tillman, was a professional NFL player, earning 3.5 million a year. His brother was sent to Iraq, so he ended the contract with the NFL and went to Iraq. A few months into the mission in Iraq, he was offered an early leave by the US government, but he refused that to fulfill his contract of 3 years service in Iraq...he was later killed by friendly fire. His last words were:

"STOP SHOOTING! IM PAT TILLMAN!"

Anyway, i was thinking, this guy, Pat Tillman, should be classified as a hero. He could of stayed comfy in his mansion i presume, watching the war on TV. Earning millions playing Football, but he had something different in his heart. These are the people i respect. Unfortunatly, he never returned to his family.

A bit of a sad ending, im sorry but, this story moved me...

Peace out,
T-imsky

6 Bad Days: 1 Good Day

2005-10-23T14:30:00.000+10:00

Well hello Toronto and surrounding areas...of the universe.

Quick news: Burnouts For God's first gig 5th Nov 6pm @ Boronia Church of Christ. Good if you come. Ive been practicing singing alot, its hard work too.

Drove my first VL the other night, and it was awesome!!! It was a little embrassing coz i managed to fuck every gear shift, and i apologised everytime. To the owner of the VL: Thanks man, it shows me that you trust me. It wasnt a privilidge, it was an honour. Alot of good times, past, present and future.

Ill explain something about the way i deal with my life. If im in a bad mood or had a bad day, you will know about it. I want to be left alone. All i want to do is sit in my room, listen to music, play guitar, write music or go out with someone. Im a very private guy most of the times, i dont like telling my family what im doing with my friends. Usually i end up doing stupid stuff with my friends, but thats not the point, the point is...i forget my point, only once a week, i have a good day, a day which i wish i could have everyday.

Most the time, the days which i wish would never end are the Friday nights. I would hang out with my church friends till about 11pm, then hang with my 'brothers'. We all get along, and i have alot of fun. For example, last Friday, i went for a cruise with my mate, and it honestly was alot of fun. Even though we were sitting in a car for the majority of the time, it was because we shared alot of laughs that night, ( i love to laugh).

So the one night i have fun, there are 6 other nights where i dont. 6 nights of sitting on the computer doing homework, sitting in room doing nothing, sitting around watching tv. These are the nights that suck. I want to go out. These are the nights, that i write my most emotional music.

For example: On wednesday nightI was thinking about, how would i feel, what would i do if i lost one of my friends. I would never be able to see them again, and my life would change.
And i came up with this, a repeated line through out the whole song, except the last line. It goes like this:

Its time, its time to say goodbye. (repeated)
Its time, its time to let you go. ( last line)

It basically about losing someone, and convincing yourself of saying goodbye to them in your own way, and the finally line is about excepting the fact that you cannot physically say goodbye to them. Expect this to be on own cd, all BFG members wanna play it.

So, i live for the good times, i hate the bad times. This is one of the ways i operate in my life.

Peace,
T-imsky

My Favorite Things

2005-10-16T23:08:00.000+10:00

This is the first of a two part blog. The second part will be completed by this week...so watch out...
Anyway, this is a blog about things i like which you probably would of never guessed i liked (If that makes sense)

My Favorite Music: Punk/Hardcore Punk/Emo/Scremo Emo/Indie/Classical
" " Composser: Randy Newman (This guy is a genious)
" " Movie: Toy Story 2
" " F1 Driver: Micahel Schumacher
" " Tacticion: Ross Brawn
" " Tactical choice: Hungary '98. (Schumacher is put on 3 stop strategy, opposed to the normal two stops, needs to build a 25 secs gap before he has to pit each time...he won that race) (This was a hard choice, it was also between Imola '00.)

" " Racing Car: F2002 (One sexy car)
" " Car: VY SS Commordore
" " Band: Blink 182
" " Aspect of designing cars: Aeronutics
" " Year: 2004
" " Drink: Fanta
" " Job: Aeronutical Engineer
" " Day: Friday Nights
" " Mixer: Mark Trombino (Blink 182, Yellowcard, Jimmy Eat World)
" " Classic Band: The Who
" " Arena: Festival Hall
" " Model: Jennifer Hawkins
" " Plane: QANTAS Boeing 747 (These are fucking impresive to watch in person, so big, so powerful.)

" " Day: March 10th 2004
" " Place at Home: My rooM
" " Holiday: Queensland/Sydney
" " Instrument: Piano
" " Magazine: F1 Racing
" " Purchase: My Guitar Amp...i love it soo much
" " Album: Blink 182 self titled
" " Moment: Turning 18
" " Game: Battlefield 1942/ Need For Speed Underground 2.
" " Weekend: State Youth Games '05
" " Sporting Idol (exluding Formula 1): Michael Jordan
" " Dream Sport: Ice Hockey
" " Guitar String: 'G'
Well i hope you learnt a thing about me today...ill update in a few days with a proper post.

Peace Out,
Timsky

Never Under-Estimate Me

2005-09-21T22:32:00.000+10:00

Before i start this blog, i wanna shout out to my lovely lady, Steph. She has been an awesome girlfriend for four months and one day. Shes super supportive of me and my passion's, and im glad that i am able to share my life with her. She puts up with my stupid crap about tattoos and being a rockstar(I think she even encourages it :-P). I go to sleep everynight, thinking how lucky i am to have her...thank-you for everything.

Onto the blog, i was thinking about this for a while, so here it goes...

I realised, that life is fully of doubters and non-believers. Agree? Who remembers when doing a science project, they had an idea which turned out to be too hard to complete? Well, i have an idea, a plan or dream if you may, and i believe i can succeed. I dont want people telling me, that, its a hard dream to achieve or any of that bullshit. If i believe ( i can fly), in my dreams then i will be able to achieve them. Fuck the people who dont support you in your passions.

Ive been lucky in life. Ive been raised in a family who believe, that my life decisions should be made by me and no one else. But my parents have always tried to steer me to the correct moral paths, which i think theyve succeeded, coz i cant step on an ant without feeling bad. I also have friends who will support any decision i make, because they like me for who i am, and want to help me out in rough times, and share the good times with me. (F.F.F.E.)

I belive, im going to be a rockstar. To everyone who thinks it wont happen. FUCK YOU!!! Ill prove you wrong. Ill show you, what a nineteen year old, guitarist/lyric...guy can do. When i die, weather next year (God Forbid) or in 100 years, im going to be remembered as the person who believed in himself, and took every oppurtunity he was given to strive to his goals. Why start with small, pissy objectives. Ive set my mind of where i want to be, how i want to be, and want i want achieved in my life.

Being a rockstar, isnt my only dream. My whole life, ive wanted to fly. In year 10, i wanted to be an aero-engineer for a commercial airliner. I remember when i was super young, my grandma would take me to the Sydney Airport, because i would watch the planes for hours and hours (it seemed). I remember that day so well. To this day, if i hear a plane fly over, i have to see were it is, and if i dont, i get pissed off cause im curious about where it was going, and what kind of plane it was. When i stay at my grandmas, a jumbo jet flies over about 10 times a day, and i always watch everyone. I took my friend to the airport in November last year, and when she got onto the plane and left, i just stayed for about 90 mins, just watching the planes...(OH CRAP IM GETTING SIDE TRACKED!!!!)

To conclude this blog, sometimes i get very arrogant, and this blog is evidence of that. I have the oppurtunities in life to succeed and achieve my dreams, and im not going to let them slip and slide away from me. I want to be challenged in life, and this is how im going to do it. Everyone who knows me, Burnouts For God, will be evidence of how far im willing to take my dreams. Ill take Burnouts For God for as far as it goes, then push the boundaries to make it go further.

Thanks for your time.

T-imsky

Whats with all the Blink 182?

2005-09-06T22:45:00.000+10:00

Hello pepps, i have finally updated my blog because of some nagging.
Anyway, i guess my friends, espically the ones who dont know me well, will ask, why does T-imsky like Blink 182 so much? Well, its easy to explain.

Back in 1997, i was watching Rage, and the film clip 'josie' came on, i laughed and laughed and laughed. The next week, i taped rage so i could watch it over and over. The following week, i bought the Josie single. It contained the josie, and 4 live tracks, i would laugh at all their jokes, and turnthe music up louder, knowing my mum hates them. This was the beginning.

A few years later, i had a $20 gift certificate for Target, and i saw the Mark, Tom and Travis Show selling for $23. It was a steal!!! A new cd costing $23 ( This is in 2000 by the way). I bought it. I couldnt afford to buy other cds at the time, coz my parents wouldnt give me the money, but i would hope. I listened to the cd, for i reckon, for about 2 years straight. It was the only thing i would listen to. (Im pathetic) It was truly, what i think, is a great CD. It had everything, songs (good songs), humor and pictures.

Before i go anyfurther, yes, i have a Blink-182 tattoo. Why? Two reasons, for remembering a band which changed my life. I have an apprication for music, for without them, i would of never developed. I went to my first rock concert, March 10th 2004. (Blink 182, Brand New and Gyroscope) and i can say, it was the best night of my life!!! Id waited seven years to see them, and i had a blast. I think about that night everyday (no joke) and i wish i could live it again! Secondly, Ive never been popular, always quiet, and the two who formed the band, were quiet and different from there friends, and they didnt give a FUCK they only had each other. They would hang out with each other, at school, after school and on the weekends. I know, they made me realise that i dont have to be popular to have fun. If i only have one friend in life, i will be grateful.

So, people can give me shit about liking Blink-182. But i couldnt care less. Its my life, and ill do what i want with it. I can relate to their music and theyve inspired me to create my own music as a passage for my emotions.

Ive added pics of Blink 182 and there band members which make me want to become as famous as them.

Am I really not funny?

2005-08-26T12:32:00.000+10:00

Im at school, and i have been at this same computer for over three hours. Its kinda boring, and frustrating at the same time.

I believe Ive spent my time wisely...playing games, reading conspriacy thories, reading stories by Steve-O from Jackass and google image random words like: Mouse, w00t!!1!, 1337 and random (how totally random :P).

Anyway, i came across this website: www.dumb.com, and damn it is funny. They have a few selections available, dumb signs, dumb stories and embrassing moments. But I opened the dumb criminal link. At times like these, Ive concluded that there are IDIOTS who live with us in this world. An example of a dumb criminal is this story:

Industrial thieves broke into the Bilgetek plant in Canasta, Wash., by crossing a metal catwalk and then blew it up, having forgotten it was their only means of escape.

Somepeople will never change.

I then clicked on the Dumb Laws categorie, and also concluded that, Politians are stupid, time wasters. This was my favorite law to come out of Kanasas City, USA:

In Wichita, at the intersection of Douglas and Broadway, all motorists are required to stop at the intersection, exit their vehicles, and fire three shotgun rounds, before continuing on their way.

I fully laughed out loud when i read it!!! It was so good. Theres others in there as well.

Anyway, i better go, but chances are I will modify the post when i get home, i have class in 15 minutes, and more random words to google.

Peace,

Timsky

My First Blog

2005-08-22T21:56:00.000+10:00

Hello and whats going on?
This is my first blog. I dont really have anything particular to blog about at the moment...because i just started my account five minutes ago.

IM SO CRAZY!!1! Anyway, this is just a preview, and expect greater things to happen in this blog.

Ill talk about my band, Burnouts For God, school and my relantionships with my friends. Thanks for the read, and feel free to post comments. My life gets pretty 'Days of our lives', so its sure to be an interesting read.

Peace,

Timsky